Wednesday, April 8, 2020

Afterthought


(New song)

I’m going to take myself away from all these conversations now
I’m going to drown the noise, the telephone and dust out all my thoughts
I’m going to brace myself against the chill while the mist engulfs my mind
I’m going to waste away this precious time, trace the path of a falling leaf

I’m getting no closer to upending the meaning
I’m watching this calm decay
All the flowers that were growing on this subdued terrain
caught just a little bit of the light

Green summer got trapped in the woods but that was yesterday
I’m wearing a smile to greet some semblance of today

I’m going to string some words, the firmament of the corners of my soul
I’m going to free myself from the ball and chain, and get this felony undone
I’m going to save my words for another day, let the grass grow under my feet
I’m going to drown the cake, the stale remains of yesterday’s hard work

I’ve been watching the storm build in the distant horizon
from a single speck of dust
I was holding my breath for an eternity
now I’m biding the rules of change

Freewheelin’ catastrophe, but that was yesterday
I’m catching the wild breeze to get the salience of today

I’m going to clear the road and melt the ice that’s painted on the wood
I’m going to watch the raindrop fill the puddle and float a paperboat
I’m going to take myself away from all these conversations now
I’m going to drown the noise, the telephone and dust out all my thoughts